Monday, March 30, 2009

Spring Rain (My first Haiku!! Yay!!)

My pink is like gray
Flowers falling in my mind
Just like the spring rain

March 28, 2009

Monday, March 16, 2009

really??

Yay! I'm back for the 2nd time today! So this is the situation...

My boyfriend has...sorry, HAD a female best friend. Some 'ol model wanna be chick. Well, I knew of her since Que and I been friends, then after we started dating he suggested we be facebook friends, so i said...ok, sure. So we made small talk here and there. I had no problem with them talkin on the phone here and there, after all, he's her son's god father! Thats cool. So the question is...is it wrong for me to be happy that they are no longer friends?!

Nope! i think not!!

Why??

Cuz i found out {from my bf} that closer to the beginning of Que and my friendship...he told her he liked me...and that BITCH said i wasnt cute!!

U gotta be freakin kiddin me!! He didnt tell me b4 (and i understand why) cuz it would been a wrap for dat heffa!! Its like for some reason i never really liked her but i had no evidence. Now i wish she would say somethin to me!!

Ok, she thinks im not cute...ok thats her opinion...thats fine. MY problem is...if u see this trick...u would understand why her comment affected me so much. This bitch is busted and she calls herself a damn model. Idk where she finds these homeade ass myspace modeling agencies with their disposable camera using-ass photographers. She has NO top lip and her eyebrows look like damn Oscar the damn Grouch!!! How u go to a photo shoot without gettin ur eyebrows done?? Im just sayin...get ur shit together b4 u comment on others. Them photographers and lame ass niggas commenting on her pix got this chick so damn big headed she feels the looks good for some reason. And please believe...just bc u light-skinned dont make u pretty! Somebody done told her wrong!!

sorry 4 cursing...lol

uhh...UPDATE!!

Hola ppl...

Yes, it has been a lil minute...

The thing is...i got a lotta things goin on in my world, but i have a hard time deciding what should be shared with the world and what shouldn't. Im still fairly new to this blogging thing and i dont wanna put too much of my personal-ness on here...yall may not be ready! Hell, I may not be ready!! LOL

anyway...here we go...

~*School Stuff*~

So, Spring Break is officially over!! {sad face} and its back to my MWF grind. Im soo ready to be thru...completely!! i been doin this school thing for too damn long! Unfortunately, this is the ONLY way I can become the Neonatal Nurse Practitioner I plan to be. Speakin of that...

I gotta get back to applyin for nursing programs. I been havin set back after set back when it comes to this. I was supposed to be in somebody's nursing program a long time ago...but hey...sh*t happens. If its not one thing its the next...but there's no point in dwelling on that. I did my grieving, prayed about it, and moved on. My first choice is to get in to Clayton State's program bc this is where i currently attend school. I already know madd ppl here in terms of teachers and advisors, and friends that are already in there. Other than that, I might try Kennesaw State and West GA. We'll see...

~*Facebook/Myspace*~

I havent been on lately! Maybe I am losing interest!! I kinda fell offa myspace a while back. I really only go on to check my messages, comments, pic comments, etc. Then im off. I havent even posted new pics since like October!! Facebook...im usually on a lot. The past couple weeks i check my notifications, maybe change my status, then keep it moving. Weird. Yet...im on Blogger every damn day! Reloigiously! Everytime i get online...i must get on Blogger...not to post (apparently) but to read the shit u all have to say!!! **hi five* to the ppl whose blog i follow!! Check me out on facebook and myspace anyway. Facebook: Sharieka Bryan [look me up]; myspace.com/riekababy

~*New Layout*~

Yeah so I [obviously] need a new layout. Who keeps these given templates anyway?? Yet im super picky! I've seen some pretty decent backgrounds but then im like, "uhh...no". Idk what my problem is. I'll prolly end up forcing my bf to make me somethin nice on photoshop...yeah...das a bet.

~*Relationship Status*~

So as of last week Sunday my boyfriend and I are officially 8 months in!! YAY!!! I cant wait till we get to a year!! We're thinking of a trip to Cabo, yah!

~*Job Search*~

Ok, i have tried to avoid working as much as possible...but im super tired of being broke!! I really need to be stackin my bread...cant stack invisible money...impossible. I been basically living offa school loan refund money...and it works for a while...but not too long. So...gotta see what I can work out. As much as i do need a job...im picky as hell!! There is NO way im gonna work at some damn mall makin 5-somethin an hour! NOT DOIN IT!! I'm tryna find somethin in the healthcare field. Its hard without a degree, but if i can find some kind of front desk type gig, that would be great!

this post is gettin a bit long...i'll be back later...

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Untitled

There is nothing I can do
And nothing I can say
To mend the heart that I broke.
If I could turn back the hands of time
I would cover your heart with mine
And love you then like I love you today.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

SNOW DAY!!!

I'm a couple days behind but...Monday was my Very First SNOW DAY!!!

Although I spent my 1st 4 years of life in Queens, NY...i grew up in Ft. Lauderdale, FL (throw them L's up!!). I have been in Atlanta for a lil over 2 years now...and this is the first time my classes were cancelled bc of snow! Its funny cuz today is Wednesday and its lightweight warm outside! I thought FL had weird weather patterns but ATL is worse! While the temp was in the 20s-30s last weekend, this weekend its supposed to be in the High 70s! Maybe a road trip to Savannah with the bf is in order...hmmm?